thank u for this beautiful piece of writing.

share ur only-childness but was born in upstate new york before rolling west.

that said… while i have a weird warehouse packed w/junk, vintage relics and other oddities i peddle online AND by appointment here in NOCAL…

this whole *situation* is unnerving… not for just the obvious reasons [pandemic + isolation + uncertainty + death]… but while everything has *changed* overnight… my daily *work* routine and structure can *generally* stay the same… only i’m *bucking it*.

somehow being told what i *can’t do* is psyching me into believing i can’t do much of anything… and i KNOW that’s not true it just FEELS that way and i’m all in my FEELS right now.

so thank you… needed to feel not quite so alone today.