incredible piece, sen-sei :)
based on what you wrote i was fairly certain i had a twin flame... but other aspects of the twin-flame phenomena had me wondering if what i had was a 'twin flame-out'.
my pet name was 'baby girl'... and i remember making him so frustrated he wondered how much time he'd have to do for killing me via 'shaken baby-girl syndrome'.
on the other hand... he's raised my consciousness... he was my first dark night of the soul... now i can thank trump, putin and my toxic-entitled-white-male landlord for the doozy in 2021.
great piece, em~
:) <3<3<3