if it wasn't so fucking overwhelming when you're in the trenches of it.

frankly i'm in awe of your tenacity and commitment through all of this.

what i see is strength, determination, and worthiness.

maybe shifting from hating your life [from someone who says that on the regular when i've hit ANOTHER wall].... to the perspective that includes what you're doing for yourself and your daughter.

you've been through A-FUCK-LOT... so please, please, please let yourself experience it by yes... hating what it takes... especially for some more than others... to fight for your life via modern medicine and true grit.

fighting for worthiness shouldn't be part of the human experience, yet here we are.

hang in there, shannon [and sophie, omg, so sweet!].

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