i agree with you and i’m so sorry… you and your children’s loss is devastating and cruel.
in what universe would that kind of unbearable pain and grief be divine or planned?
you and your children’s loss and your husband’s pain and suffering can’t possibly be justified, plain and simple.
life on earth can be a horror.
and while you must feel abandoned by god and the cosmos, you’ve reached out through your mind and heart for help in healing and the universe is listening.
lean on friends, family, and even strangers like me who can help you carry this wretched burden through the dark parts.
universal plans and divine orders where humanity plays a role are going to be flawed, IMHO.
but here we are… so please don’t go it alone.
[sending you and your children a great big hug]
❤❤❤