hey, miss em~
surprised and even felt badass-ish in cosmic way when i interrupted my read to click-thru to your story...
a story i'll never forget as it touched me deeply.
and here you are again... being all wizened and wonderful and realAF, per usual, and thank you.
i've been joyfully cruising the manifestation mall of late... and i gotta admit.... i'm a manifesting-badass... likely since i popped out to view my shadow on 2/2...59 :)... and it's been a bit of a bitch if i'm being honest.
i think because when you're not manifesting with intention AND because the cosmos is so freaking generous it's gonna give you exactly what you ask for and deserve at the time.
i rode my buckboard hard and all in in 2019 with the goal of liquidating ALL 9,000 packed and curated sq. ft. of art/antique/vintage-everything—so cool it was legendary... by 1/2021.
and tah-dah!!!
[only it got jacked... i've written about it... in fact back in october, 2021 but i digress, em...sorry!]
the irony [so not lost on me]... not only did my 50-year collection and 20 years of hard work...[that's a lotta fucking flea markets and garage saling! lols] but everything PERSONAL stored there was SWALLOWED UP BY my landlord THE BOTTOM-FEEDER, and i'm sure i effing manifested him, unwary manifesting ninja i am... amirite?
omg... i've gone on too long because my point... now buried... is that WHEN IT TURNS TO SUFFERING... it's going to kick your manifesting butt into a new chapter... and if you don't want that chapter to SUCK BALLS every day until you die... you will have to crawl on your hands and knees until and while the sour mash lodged deep in your roiling guts transforms into THE INSIDE JOB IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN IN THE FIRST PLACE... and i promise i'm not yelling but i am emphasizing because THAT'S THE REAL DEALIO.
and i'll never stop being impressed or grateful for the young women, mostly... and the wizened and fiery elder-babes like me for showing me the way through this thing called life on life's terms.
[ERF... where did this come from? :-)))]
bottomline... imma fan, emily jennings.
and thank you AGAIN for touching my sunday funday with your soulful insight and brilliance.
:-)
<3<3<3
